hello blog readers. Just realized x byk yg sy post d blog ni. Maybe belum biasa share personal stuff. Lol. So post kali ini is a reflection of what has been going on in my life in general and business as well. Last year 2016 I was one of the top 10 sales RAA dalam seluruh Malaysia. Bangga memang bangga, happy memang happy. Setelah 2017 berlalu begitu sahaja, sebenarnya x banyak juga pencapaian sy ni tahun. Honestly productivity dan momentum untuk saya drop drastically. Sebenarnya, sy mengaku sy jadi malas. Tapi ada banyak juga faktor2 dan alasan lain yg memainkan peranan dlm kemalasan itu. Hubungan dgn business partner kurang baik. Betullah org ckp , in any networking business, we dealing with people. Jujur pengalaman sy dlm networking sebelum sy mulakan business ini sangat minimal. Tapi rupanya saya sedar its not just about the product you are selling. It’s also the good relationship u are able to maintain with all business partners. Ada byk biz partners down dan xmau teruskan bukan sebab produk x bagus , tapi antaranya sebab biz partners yang tamak dan haloba. Lol. Fham ka maksud saya? Pernah kamu kena close sales lepas tu kena kasi biar gitu saja? Pastu bila org tu perlu ko punya bantuan baru terhegeh-hegeh cari ko? Bikin sakit hati ka nda? Ikhlas sekadar di mulut, tapi perlakuan, kita tahu siapa ikhlas dan siapa xda. Maaf post ini agak negative. Tapi ini realiti. Sebenarnya saya ok, sy tau manusia memang manusia, saya faham setiap org cara belajar berbeza, tapi kalau dah terlalu ego tu rasa diri semuanya betul, kita semuanya salah, silalah blah. Lol. I think as business partners, kalau sedar sudah sakitkan hati partners dan nampak xda kerjasama, there must be something wrong. As a Leader, we also must be humble enough to apologize and start afresh, be willing to listen, bukan men trus potong cakap dan ok sorry2 we go on lah we do this and that. Ketara betul x pandai Sabar. At least take time to shut up and listen. Dah tu kalau org belum ready mau share masalah jangan la dipaksa. Bodoh ka nda. Sabar ja lah geng.
Ok itu pasal kisah dengan seseorang tu la yg sy x puas hati. Tapi apa pun sy gembiralah beliau berjaya dan sukses, walaupun bagi dia saya xda contribution dalam kejayaan dia itu. Sabar saja lah. Lol. Penghargaan, that is one of the things also yg buat org samada mau teruskan. Atau xda. Kalau ko xpandai hargai business partner ko, kalau ko cakap kejayaan orang lain itu adalah disebabkan ko semata-mata, bye bye lah. Sombong sudah tu. What kind of leader who would say to their partners “If it’s not because of me you wouldn’t be where you are today!” Like wtf?? Kita xda usaha langsung meh? Dia yg kasi jalan biz kita while kita goyang kaki? Puhh-leeeeezz.... tp biarlah. Apapun, ini note to self, jangn sombong kalau suda di atas. Jangan pijak org yg tolong angkat kamu. Tanpa mereka kamu pun bukan siapa siapa. Sudah berjaya jangan angkuh. Be humble enough to admit your mistake.
For me honestly, to all my business partners, if in any way u feel unappreciated, maafkan saya. If in anyway sy pernah terkasar bahasa, I am truly sorry. If in any way u ever felt that i haven’t been sincere enough in helping u meet your goals, forgive me. I am still learning to do all this. It is hard, but i hope im not giving up yet. And forgive me too for not doing my best to assist you as i should. Banyak benda yang berlaku internally yang melumpuhkan semangat saya tahun ini. I won’t share it here, but to those of you yang kenal saya dn pernah saya luahkan kisah terpendam dalam hati, aisehmen. Ya , to those of my closest friends, thank you for listening and just being there for me. I LOVE YOU, you know who you are. Mgkn kmu pun xda masa mau baca blog ni lol. Xpa bgus la, jiwang bah. Geli plak tu nada dia. HAha.
Apa pun, 2017 sudah hampir berlalu, saya memang jarang post fb and insta, memang kebanyakan gambar adalah post happy2. Tapi sebenarnya di sebalik tabir, banyak yang saya rasa “missing” . Saya selalu terfikir, andai kata saya berjaya, capai semua impian, financial freedom, time freedom, etc etc..will I be happy? Will it be enough? Impian memang besar menggunung, i started questioning myself. Is this even worth it? I am still trying to figure out my big WHY. WHY should i succeed? Why should i reach GAA? WHAT WILL I BECOME? sometimes it’s not fear of failure that stops you, sometimes you fear Success itself, will it make you a different person? Or will you be more of yourself. ? But then again, why wanna please everybody right? It’s your dream, just go for it! Idk. Still trying to figure out stuff.
So to all friends and family out there, don’t be like me ok. Follow your heart. Stop thinking too much. And start thinking for yourself , your future, and family. I love my family. Sometimes they didnt get me, but im just happy spending time with them . LOL . Even now, as im writing this post, im in my sister’s room and we are not talking, she is just enjoying her time reading. And my nephew just woke up and cried looking for his momma. But i love this time. This is quality time. Don’t you think it would be awesome having as much time like this anytime you want? Best kan? Tapi saya faham, ada yg lain terpaksa kerja. Sama lah, sy pun mau mula sudah tulis matlamat baru ni. Start kerja keras, supaya in the future itu $$$ beranak sendiri. Susah sekarang senang kemudian. We could go on this journey together. But im telling you it’s not gonna be easy. But i BELIEVE it is gonna be WORTH IT! And you will never be alone.
So to all of you dreamers out there, keep dreaming BIG! AND GO FOR IT!
Wishing you a very happy and prosperous New Year 2018!! God bless!
(Maaflah perenggan awal2 mcm bunyi komplen sikit. Lol)
